It's completely ok and much needed to get on the track to healing. I hope you have a support system and that someone is truly there for you so you can feel better fast!!!
@queenbitch I'm so sorry!! Please even if you're not feeling like you're going to harm yourself reach out for help somewhere. Local church? Even if not a member surely someone will help you, national suicide helpline? Idk. I've always been on my own, too until I met my best friend. So I have one person to rely on. So sorry!!!
@queenbitch I'm sorry mama. Do you just want/need someone to vent to? I may not be able to give advice but I always have a listening ear and will try to be there if you like.