Pregnancy is very hard for me emotionally. I get more sensitive and dramatic. I miss being…

Pregnancy is very hard for me emotionally. I get more sensitive and dramatic. I miss being independent. I’m so needy and I don’t like it because I gets no love (me being dramatic). I’m married 3 years. Husband works a lot. Why can’t we choose who carries the child? Lol we have a 20 month old son and I’m currently pregnant with our baby girl. I’m so excited. She’s due in March. Boy, girl then in another 4 years we’ll have an accidental child I’m sure lol 🤷🏽‍♀️ it is what it is. I can’t do pregnancy with a toddler again though. I just can’t. I’m sure I don’t have to explain myself. Y’all know! 😰 I love my child dearly. I do. I just don’t have the energy to basically raise him right now 😂. I feel terrible but it’s true. I try my best without trying to be perfect. That’s all I can do right?