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hi! I have an almost 8 month old, Preston! I've been married for 2 years to my husband, Rick. I gave birth at 38 weeks,…

hi! I have an almost 8 month old, Preston! I've been married for 2 years to my husband, Rick. I gave birth at 38 weeks, 5 days. I woke up at 2:30 a.m. feeling "different". I thought I was having contractions, but wasn't positive haha! At about 3:30, my water broke and I woke up my husband, we went to the hospital and they confirmed I was definitely in labor. I wanted to give birth naturally....and that I did! it was difficult but was overall happy how everything went. I gave birth at 3:15 p.m. to a healthy 7 lbs 10 oz boy! it was a surprise what we were having so it was very exciting! I thought the whole time it was a girl! Love watching him grow and learn... everyday is different and we love it!

We all have a different definition of “clean”🤢

I think my waters broke Its 3am and I woke up to a small gush. My husband and I did have sex last night, so at first I…

I think my waters broke Its 3am and I woke up to a small gush. My husband and I did have sex last night, so at first I thought maybe it was just that and I ignored it. Then I realized that my pants were significantly wet, although it wasn't enough to get on the sheets.

So last night we all went to bed healthy and happy. This morning I woke up to my baby non responsive and passed away…

So last night we all went to bed healthy and happy. This morning I woke up to my baby non responsive and passed away this afternoon. I fell asleep breastfeeding. Which ive done a million times. Ladies. I know how tiring you get. I cannot stress this enough. Dont sleep with your babies!!! Kache maddox espey. I love you more than life. You were loved. My first boy my love.

@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your…

@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer. My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk outside without this information. Children of color are being targeted and killed too. It’s not just adults. I let my son know we treat everyone equally and with respect. I let him know that we love everyone for their differences. In every aspect. Color, race, ethnicity, religion, sexual preference we love everyone.

Good morning ladies yesterday was was a difficult day was me. I woke up to experiencing extremely heavy bleeding. Called…

Good morning ladies yesterday was was a difficult day was me. I woke up to experiencing extremely heavy bleeding. Called my doctor and went back into her see. When we reached the doctors office my husband alerted staff. They brought a wheel chair out for. I didn't have no cramps just heavy bleeding. Our Rainbow 🌈 miracle 💕 was very active . My doctors tried to stop my heavy bleeding but I was losing to much blood. I was prepped for a Emergency D&C and the actual procedure take around 15-20 minutes. I was Not allowed to have my husband in the room with since it was a Emergency. They had to act fast or I was going to die 😢. I was terrified didn't understand any of what was going on. Just that my life was in Jeopardy. During my Emergency D&C I lost to much blood so I had to have a blood transfusion. I was put completely out. I woke up from the anesthesia my face legs and arms were itching and I was numb. During my Emergency D&C I lost my high school best friend he was pronounced dead on the scene . I am beyond sad😢 that I wasn't able to carry our Rainbow 🌈miracle 💕 until December ❄☃ . But I am beyond blessed 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 to be Alive 🙌🙌🙌. That was a scary experience I Never want to encounter. I appreciate the love and support and I glad I survived 🙌🙌🙌. God is Amazing 💕 and I want to especially think my best friend @heera for updating everyone I love ya mama 💖 and thank you to @theinkedmommy for keeping my family in her prayers. I want to thank @athomas for her kind words @mommysbabies for her kind words @kimberlyyyy_the-preemie-mom for praying for me during this difficult time and @mom.life_usa for her amazing encouragement thank you everyone for the love 💕 and support 🤗 this is why I love being apart of Mom.Life.