My name is Melody I am a first time mom! I am 22 and married to a wonderful man. My daughter was born on Christmas of 2016 had the worst back labor ever!! But I love life and my family and I can't wait to see what life has left in store for me.
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights

Today I got the biggest surprise of my life!
I Just Wanna End My Life ....If Things Cant Get Any Worse I Am Pregnant Again i am not mentally or phyiscally able to go through another 9 months , i have no family or support and i am in a toxic relationship that i cant get out of...i am so done with life man
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...