I'm 22 and a proud c section mommy to my daughter Aurora Izzabella Rae👶🏻.I'm engaged💍I love music…

I'm 22 and a proud c section mommy to my daughter Aurora Izzabella Rae👶🏻.I'm engaged💍I love music and singing. I don't have hobbies anymore. I also have a gorgeous fur baby dog named Zora Mae🐾 So a little back story on my baby girl..well she's almost 2months old now she will b 2months the 31st of December. We have been in Syracuse Ny Upstate hospital since November 28,2016. We were discharged December 23rd. Our baby girl was diagnosed with Group B strep I was tested when I was pregnant but it was negative. Drs didn't know how she had contracted it since she was born via c section. On top of that..she had fluid buildup from the group b in her right hip which required a surgery to drain it. Unfortunately the fluid ate away at some of her cartilage. Now for those of you who don't know how dangerous group b is...it can kill a baby we caught our daughters just in time before it became deadly. The realization that our baby looked death in the face and made it out alive was truly amazing. But the entire journey was scary as hell. She had 2 picc line surgeries as well. She was seriously sick and all I could do was blame myself. I couldn't help but cry knowing my daughter my only child was suffering and I couldn't do anything. Yes I know she's okay now and perfectly healthy now but I'm traumatized from the whole thing. It becomes 1000% harder to handle when it's your own flesh and blood going through something so traumatic...so don't mind me if I come off as depressed or upset. I'm just trying to sort myself out 😍and I appreciate the patience✌️