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Ashley
Ashley

Hi, My names Ashley. I'm 28 years old, and have been married just under two years. My husband and I have been trying for…

Hi, My names Ashley. I'm 28 years old, and have been married just under two years. My husband and I have been trying for kids since last February, and so far have had 1 ectopic pregancy and two miscarriages. Thankfully they caught the ectopic pregancy early enough we were able to save both of my tubes. We have two adorable fur babies- a golden retreiver and a springer spaniel.

I believe that everything that gets thrown our way, God knows we can handle. Every tragedy and hardship builds our strength even more. There is always a rainbow after every storm...

It's so sad to say this but me and my man have been happily together for 4 years we've known each other for way longer…

It's so sad to say this but me and my man have been happily together for 4 years we've known each other for way longer then that though. We wanted to make a baby because we were so ready for this next phase in our life. So we tried and tried nothing happened (still happy) then randomly after a loooong time I find out I was pregnant in August. I am today 17 weeks and it's been the worse ride of my life. I understand I love my baby and I know my baby is a blessing every day but it's not for our relationship. Every day there is something blocking us from happiness. We constantly fight we can never talk out our problems anymore, and I can never never do anything that makes him happy everything I do I feel like a huge piece of shit for. I was trying to work out my relationship cause i would rather try then throw it out but every day I am seriously loosing hope even with the prayers and time doing it's own. I have never been so depressed. Sorry this is long I just needed to get it out and down.