#super single, #first-time mom as of January 22, 2017, to my amazingly beautiful and entirely magickal daughter, Shannon.
suffering from intense intervals of #postpartum #depression; I could REALLY use someone to talk to, to rely on... I know that's asking for a lot, it's obviously the most difficult thing to hope for seeing as I'm asking for it in a public profile, which insists it's something I am not receiving or even remotely experiencing in my real life ...
hard to get around to things since it is just me and my baby, very little support and almost none of it is local.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.