#super single, #first-time mom as of January 22, 2017, to my amazingly beautiful and entirely magickal daughter, Shannon.
suffering from intense intervals of #postpartum #depression; I could REALLY use someone to talk to, to rely on... I know that's asking for a lot, it's obviously the most difficult thing to hope for seeing as I'm asking for it in a public profile, which insists it's something I am not receiving or even remotely experiencing in my real life ...
hard to get around to things since it is just me and my baby, very little support and almost none of it is local.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. ...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...