Hi, my names Katie i'am from Liverpool England. Myself and my partner have a gorgeous 6 year old boy…

Hi, my names Katie i'am from Liverpool England. Myself and my partner have a gorgeous 6 year old boy who is known as the milky bar kid 😄

We have been trying to conceive for the last 3 years or so, we have suffered 5 miscarriages two of which (the most recents ones) were extremely hard to come to terms with as we want this so so much plus I had to have surgery to remove the babies and I was depressed and weepy for a long time afterwards.

I do nothing but think about my poor babies up in heaven all on their own, I blame myself for them all even though everyone tries to tell me there is nothing I could of done, I know that but I really do feel they were all my fault as my body must of done something to them. I cannot get over this. I feel like a failure everyday and I hate seeing disappointment and hurt on my partners face. It's happened far too many times now, that it cannot be a coincidence.