I'm a first time mom and worried about everything. Just before I found out I was pregnant, I'd been…

I'm a first time mom and worried about everything. Just before I found out I was pregnant, I'd been diagnosed with PTSD from the abuse I suffered growing up. That same abuse makes my little one a true miracle as it was believed the scars would make it impossible. I'd just gotten stable on meds when the pregnancy surprised us, so I had to quit them and am back to being antsy about everything. I'm struggling to get a job going as well on top of everything else so money doesn't exist for my little family.