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kendramorgancaitybecky
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I tried, for 12 years, with my ex-husband, to have a baby. I was told my chances of ever becoming pregnant, we're slim…

I tried, for 12 years, with my ex-husband, to have a baby. I was told my chances of ever becoming pregnant, we're slim to none. A divorce, and a year later, I met my soul mate. After six months, we decided to try... And it was a success! I carried our miracle baby full term..but then, unexpectedly, our baby girl grew her angel wings, while inside my body. I never got to look into her eyes, or hear her cry. I went home...my arms aching to hold a baby, that would never know the feeling of being held. But she knew and felt my love, from the inside...

I felt broken... My husband tried comforting me with sweet soft words, whispered in my ear, "we'll try again". And we did. And 2 years, two early miscarriages, and buckets of tears, we were finally blessed with our son, Wyatt. Every day I get to watch my heart walk around, outside my body... He is my everything. So... unexpectedly, my period never came this month. So I bought two tests, and both showed a VERY FAINT test line! Could I be? Wow. I have so many mixed emotions. And I don't want to get my hopes up... Fingers crossed!

It's so sad to say this but me and my man have been happily together for 4 years we've known each other for way longer…

It's so sad to say this but me and my man have been happily together for 4 years we've known each other for way longer then that though. We wanted to make a baby because we were so ready for this next phase in our life. So we tried and tried nothing happened (still happy) then randomly after a loooong time I find out I was pregnant in August. I am today 17 weeks and it's been the worse ride of my life. I understand I love my baby and I know my baby is a blessing every day but it's not for our relationship. Every day there is something blocking us from happiness. We constantly fight we can never talk out our problems anymore, and I can never never do anything that makes him happy everything I do I feel like a huge piece of shit for. I was trying to work out my relationship cause i would rather try then throw it out but every day I am seriously loosing hope even with the prayers and time doing it's own. I have never been so depressed. Sorry this is long I just needed to get it out and down.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?