Third pregnancy and still don't know what to expect or plan for!! My first, little girl, passed due…

Third pregnancy and still don't know what to expect or plan for!! My first, little girl, passed due to a genetic disease at 22 day's old. This is my fiancee and I first child together and we're expecting a little boy!! I just moved a year ago to Oklahoma from living in South Carolina my whole life and don't have a social life at ALL! Some times I feel my emotions are way more sensitive at times more than other's. So I came here to vent and get some "Girl/Mommy" time and advice! 😘😘