Expecting my first and only child (girl)! I am 33 years old and newly widowed. I live in a very…

Expecting my first and only child (girl)! I am 33 years old and newly widowed. I live in a very rural area, which leaves me with only a couple close friends. my family is all far away, and my family that I do have here is not supportive. I am very alone in this pregnancy. My father has stepped up and is my "number one." but, there are things I wish I had a female closer to, to talk with about. I also suffer from a life threatening chronic illness, which has lead to a difficult pregnancy.