I'm 29 years old. My husband and father to this child is 28. We both have one other child from previous relationships.…

I'm 29 years old. My husband and father to this child is 28. We both have one other child from previous relationships. We've been friends since 12 and 13 years old. I had a crush on him back then but was too young and too shy to do anything about it. Years later we get reacquainted and I didn't like him anymore because he would act like someone he wasn't (his idiotic friends) but he liked me and he wouldn't take no for an answer...sooooo I moved a few states away lmao. When I was back for a few years he was "dating" my best friend. I didn't feel like she was good enough for him so I interfered (no lie, she had 4 other boyfriends. How none of them knew about each other was beyond me). He won my heart back when I found out he stopped hanging out with all those stupid people and HIS character came shining through. He came over one night for dinner with his girlfriend and was checking for boobie traps because he remembered how I can be. That right there did me in. A week later we got kind of serious and started seeing more of each other (that anniversary was yesterday). Less than a month later we became exclusive. I kept trying to hint to him to ask me out but he just didn't get it because he didn't think I was serious about him. I moved in with him the day we were official. We got married August 31, 2014. We started trying for a baby on and off for the first 2 years. The next 2 years we really put in effort with no luck until last year which we lost all 3. My due date was May 2nd 2015. We found out with this pregnancy May 22nd. During the end of March, all of April and until the week before I found out I was a mess. Resentful toward people with children. Couldn't be around them. Not even in a store, I would just lose it. We are beyond extatic about this pregnancy. Everyday that goes by I feel more and more calmed and ready. I have a group of people that knows but it's not publicly known yet. We are going to call this one EmArd until the baby shower when we reveal the gender. So David and I have a history like most and I do love my sons father and was in love with him during our brief relationship but I think David and I were meant for each other.

3 years later, after another miscarriage, we are expecting number 3. Quite a shock to us. I was days away from having a medically necessary hysterectomy when I found out. If anyone ever thinks having kids is not going to happen try Pre-seed lubricant. It gave us this pregnancy and the last. Even though my last pregnancy did not stick I at least got pregnant.