Starting TWW. Anyone else?

I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

Short Luteal Phase?

I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

So my estament in cost a month for my son came out to $171 a month give or take. That's if I breastfeed the whole time.

Diapers $56

Wipies $80

Shampoo $10

Rash med $6-8

So how far am I off.....

mysterious ways

So they say god works in mysterious ways (or the universe for others lol) and I think that's what's happened. Having 2 miscarriages was pretty devastating. And not conceiving this month kind of broke my heart a little.