So I've been umming and ahhing about baby #2. OH said fine but he wants to get pregnant before xmas. But last night my LO was ill, he had a blocked nose and couldn't breathe when asleep so I lay on his floor and hardly slept. And I just think I dont have the mental nor physical energy to do this again, all the worrying, the thinking I'm doing it all wrong. I remember him getting congested at a few weeks old and putting towels under his moses basket to prop him up and boiling the kettle in the bedroom to try and get some moisture in the air. And I think that's the sensible option but I'm feeling so resentful towards others with more kids, my sister just had her 3rd, and I just feel like why did I find it harder than everyone else, so much so I can't do it again!? Sorry to whine again I just cant stop thinking about it