No work for the next few days..taking it a day at a time...I believe we need to re-learn each others likes and wants..we've been Soo focused on keeping the girls happy (which they most definitely are ) we let our happiness together fall off..it's time to refocus and enjoy our time...the girls are older and love spending time with their Nahni so it's easier for me to let her keep em over night...idk what's going to happen int he next few days or weeks but I know I will not be focusing on the what ifs, putting my energy into us is more than worth it.

Well if baby doesn’t come in the next few days, I get admitted For cervix prep on the 18th and induced the 19th 😍😍😍 baby cisneros will be here soon! (And good lord this belly just keeps growing 😳😳)
Today just may be my lucky day you guys let me hurry up with this baby sprinkle and get to that hospital they coming they coming I'm dying I think it's real this time frfr my pelvic bone feels like it's having contractions

This day will always be the best day of my life. It's the day I gave birth to the most beautiful, precious little girl the world has ever had.
It's so sad to say this but me and my man have been happily together for 4 years we've known each other for way longer then that though.
We wanted to make a baby because we were so ready for this next phase in our life.
So we tried and tried nothing happened (still happy) then randomly after a loooong time I find out I was pregnant in August.
I am today 17 weeks and it's been the worse ride of my life.
I understand I love my baby and I know my baby is a blessing every day but it's not for ou...
Since my fluid is low it makes me happy to feel my little girl move all the time knowing that she's still alright in there and responds to my touch. 2 more days until our next appointment.