I need some damn courage to take a damn pregnancy test. I am about 4 days late, with sore breasts, tiny amounts of sharp stabbing pain on my right side. The longest my cycles have been the last year are 43 days. I stopped tracking and testing and temping in April because I just couldn't handle seeing another negative and in May my sil announces she is pregnant again which just added to it all. I just don't want to test and have it be negative again. My and hubby's anniversary is on Sunday and we are going out Saturday and I'm thinking I really should take one so I don't drink if I am pregnant.