





I was going to wait for when I have no idea, but today I felt this desire to share this point in my journey. I know a lot of people just want to see the big dramatic transformation. I however feel like progress is just as important if not more in this adventure. I started out at 6 months postpartum after having my 4th and last baby. I was miserable. I was ashamed. I couldn’t stand to look myself in the eye when seeing my reflection. I’ve gotten I don’t know how many negative comments and unwanted “advice” during these 2 1/2 years I’ve been working at this. I’m human, I’ve had set backs, times I thought about giving up. It’s taken a long time to find my mindset, diet routine and consistency with workouts to see the results that are pictured. I’ve never had the best self esteem even before becoming a mother, but I will say today when I took these current progress photos (yes post shower so please excuse the towel) that I feel the most confident I’ve felt in years. I still have progress to make to be where I want, but I’m the smallest I’ve been in a really long time. The second set of pictures is a 4 month difference and in my mind prove this barre program I love can deliver results. I have found the path that works for me and I’m only looking forward.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Let’s talk sheets..
I see pictures of mattresses without sheets constantly. This is foreign to me. My mattresses ALWAYS have sheets on them. We have multiple sets, when one set comes off the new ones go on.
How often are your mattresses naked?!?

Making progress I’ve been so impatient to see some weight loss and I’m finally feeling better about my body not where I wana be but I’ll get there I hope!
So since I’m getting my results next week I wanna take a poll am I having a boy or a girl 💝💙
📣TMI📣 But while i was having sex with hubby i was laying on my stomach and i felt the baby shake then i felt that my hubby's wee wee was hit my baby's head 2 times 😮