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Kaila Tarver
Kaila Tarver
Мама четверых детей

I was going to wait for when I have no idea, but today I felt this desire to share this point in my journey. I know a…

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I was going to wait for when I have no idea, but today I felt this desire to share this point in my journey. I know a lot of people just want to see the big dramatic transformation. I however feel like progress is just as important if not more in this adventure. I started out at 6 months postpartum after having my 4th and last baby. I was miserable. I was ashamed. I couldn’t stand to look myself in the eye when seeing my reflection. I’ve gotten I don’t know how many negative comments and unwanted “advice” during these 2 1/2 years I’ve been working at this. I’m human, I’ve had set backs, times I thought about giving up. It’s taken a long time to find my mindset, diet routine and consistency with workouts to see the results that are pictured. I’ve never had the best self esteem even before becoming a mother, but I will say today when I took these current progress photos (yes post shower so please excuse the towel) that I feel the most confident I’ve felt in years. I still have progress to make to be where I want, but I’m the smallest I’ve been in a really long time. The second set of pictures is a 4 month difference and in my mind prove this barre program I love can deliver results. I have found the path that works for me and I’m only looking forward.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?