as i get farther along and well bigger i can't help but question "can i do this?" or "how the hell…

as i get farther along and well bigger i can't help but question "can i do this?" or "how the hell imma do this" the weeks to come especially since i'm already the size i was with jerri full term i've hit completely miserable even taken a shower or even gettin in and out the shower has become a workout 😰