So my grandpa has fluid in his lungs and legs they are thinking it's cause from heart failure...he…

So my grandpa has fluid in his lungs and legs they are thinking it's cause from heart failure...he eats nothing but junk food and grease doesn't take any care of himself because we all believe he's got the early signs of dementia he doesn't and was never willing to go into a home and we don't want to send him into one now with what's going on in old age homes and long term care facilities with covid 19.....i have the feeling I'll be losing him soon and I both hurt angry and very sad...i don't know how to feel but an empty feeling growing in my heart...😧😢☹#momlife #allfudgeup #mixedemotions