I got my tubes removed for a reason. I didn't want anymore kids out of my own bowels(biblical, I'm…

I got my tubes removed for a reason. I didn't want anymore kids out of my own bowels(biblical, I'm not pooping kids out) but for the past week I realized I love being a mom to BOYS. One is not mine out of my own body but he's my blood and I love him also. I want 2 more boys. My husband is disagreeing. At least he should consider one more lol. Our case worker said she'd love if we consider getting another child. I just haven't been ready for that and still don't think I am. Around the end of this year I think I will have made up my mind.