Today I woke up in fear of so many maybe’s. Maybe we will never go back to the life I thought would be the same forever,…

Today I woke up in fear of so many maybe’s. Maybe we will never go back to the life I thought would be the same forever, maybe we will have to leave this place and find somewhere safe for you and your brothers, maybe you will ask me to tell you bedtime stories of the way things used to be, maybe we will say good bye to people we knew and thought would be with us longer, maybe we will say good bye to each other. But the moment you woke up and came downstairs- little by little and as the day continues to unfold- you have been giving me comfort. Today you and I painted, today we learned new dinosaur names, today you asked me to make roti with you. My sweet child, maybe tomorrow will be different, but today has been, without a shadow of doubt, a good day. And I have you to thank. We still have today, you and I.