I am so scared that I'm going to have a stroke someday in the near future. I get so overwhelmed with…

I am so scared that I'm going to have a stroke someday in the near future. I get so overwhelmed with years of disrespect and forcing and getting backstabbed. Ever ugh time I have a disagreement its like the left side of me gets numb and my tounge almost feels numb. I don't know why this is happening to me. It just started a few years ago. I honestly think its from stress. I need all the prayers I can get.