Anyone i may no dont say anything please only place i can speak that someone will understand. So we…

Anyone i may no dont say anything please only place i can speak that someone will understand.

So we trying for baby 2 baby 1 took 4 years to conceive. Today im suppose to start bleeding and iv done the wipe and look past 3 days today iv been cramping like im gonna start i for got much it hurts to no ypur gonna bleed and not be pregnant i dont no if i can do that again and again. I have PCOS as well 😭