Albie had a operation today and has to stay in due to his risk of infection and low immune system
We were moved onto the ward to stay over night when I could hear screaming which I thought was a child, it wasn’t, it was a mother screaming that her baby had died
In all my life I’ve never felt or heard anything like that I cannot get the screams out my head, I have seen the family come to grieve and say goodbye and all I want to do is go out there and hug each one of them for a pain I never hope to feel! I prayed tonight which I haven’t done in over 15 years is pray for them to be protected
Albies finally asleep but I cannot switch off
It's harrowing. It will take a while for you to get it out of your head, but you won't ever forget it. My friend and neighbour lost her 10 month old daughter to sids 18 years ago and I can still hear her heartbroken screams whenever I think about it. Heartbreaking. Hope your boy is ok xx
It's the worst scream I have ever ever heard in my life these no cry ever like it😭😭 my baby sister died when she was 4 and my cousins little baby boy went to sleep at 6 months its the most heartbreaking thing you can ever witness and it will never leave you . 💔💔 Hope your lil man has a speedy recovery. Xx
It’s a stomach turning scream like you’d never imagine, hearing the family crying outside was just as traumatic I can’t stop thinking about it xx