Think I'm so obsessed with this baby because I realize how fast they grow up. My 1st is 8 years old…

Think I'm so obsessed with this baby because I realize how fast they grow up. My 1st is 8 years old then my 2nd. It was like my first child in a year because it seemed new again

Now my 3rd is only 2 years apart. So it's like having babies back to back and not so new with this one. And it's like geez, my 2 year old seems grown sometimes. When did that happen.

Plus I turned 34 in November and coming to a baby window end. I heard 35 but my doctor had a kid at 40. So idk. Definitely want to wait at least 3 or 4 more years to have another and definitely want another..... in the back of my head that's what I'm thinking. Then I think how this realistically is probably my last baby. Unless I adopt. Which I'm completely open to