I just snapped at my kid and straight up growled like a bear because of how fed up I am with these…

I just snapped at my kid and straight up growled like a bear because of how fed up I am with these naptime fights. He cried, I apologized and explained why I got so mad. Now he's sleeping soundly but God the mommie guilt is real 😭😭😭😭

He almost falls asleep and then revs himself up EVERYTIME!!! He's so clumsy when overtired and always gets hurt when he's like that. Bedtimes too. No matter what I do- and it's flipping killing me. And the kicker is after the big fight when he's finally asleep I lose all motivation to do anything because I'm dealing with Mommy guilt over how upset I get with him 😭😭😭😭😫