This was Erin’s first birthday 🎂 god I love this girl so much , I really really struggled with being…

This was Erin’s first birthday 🎂 god I love this girl so much , I really really struggled with being a mum so young, having to look after my own mother, went down the complete wrong path, I was blind I missed out on so much with her and it honestly kills me, look at her I wish I could hold her that small and start again. I can’t believe she’s 7 , asking me to paint her nails, making sure I tuck her in before she goes to bed. I am so lucky to have such a wonderful girl ♥️ it took some time but I am so happy that I opened my eyes and helped myself get better , I may not be the perfect mum but I’m her mum and she loves me no matter what. ♥️