Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

The amount of support that I received from my sweet friends was phenomenal! Thank you to my friends from BB and all my new friends from ML. Racism is disgusting. It’s sad because it should NEVER happen. It’s even more sad that it occurs in 2019. When you know better, you DO better. The world will never be a better place if others continue to have a racism mindset. Thanks for having my back and standing with me through such a horrendous ordeal. My heart is full and my cup runneth over! I wish I c...

Devocki vsem spasibo za pozdravleniya.Budu was vse rasskazivat.Powla k sabine x vcera dnem ona skazala cto vodi ocen malo,potom rewila v perenital poexat tam est znakomiy uzist.Koroce ona posmotrela skazala cti vsa voda vitekla ostalos ocen i ocen malo.Poexali rojat v BMP. Priexali asistent Sabini xanum prinala ulojila mena v sanci otagi,sdelali klizmu.Posle klizmi nacalis sxvadki.Devocki budu prama i skaju kak est ya licno ne smogla terpet(no tam bili devocki kotorie normlno terpeli,vse individ...

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