Ugh I hated having to put out there for family to see. But basically had to tell them all not to ask me and hubby when we are going to have another baby. They have been bugging since we got married and everytime we see them. Right after I had my daughter it was when are you giving her a brother. And then this month it just took a huge toll on my mental health that they all keep asking. Then last week I get a call from my doctor and she suspects I have lupus. The ana she drew came out at 340 so I have an autoimmune disorder she just isnt sure which one. So now I have to wait to get pregnant anyways for my own health.