Starting TWW. Anyone else?

I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

I bit the bulletin and bought a few bikini tops. I haven’t worn a bikini top since before having kids but I’m doing it this year. I’ve been working so hard on myself with working out and eating better. I’m also just feeling more comfortable in my own skin. I have some saggy skin and stretch marks but ya know what I’ve seen worse at the beach haha. I’m proud of myself for this!! I’m owning my belly this summer!!! F it ya know?

My body went in complete shut down mode today, everyday throughout my pregnancy I’ve been able to clean , do laundry and just be active but today my body wanted to rest, I have slept all day which is so odd! I know I’m nearing towards the end of my pregnancy but I’ve heard some mamas lack energy when labor is near and some get a burst of energy! All I know is my body feels like it got run over by something , my whole body feels sore!

Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

It’s poison and isn’t meant for your body! I’m sorry I ever put it in my body for as long as I did. But #LessonLearned