So I realized something about myself this morning🤔 that if something ever happens to my husband or if he leaves me that I will never have anybody again (or at least until they are both legal adults) and not because I want him back so much and I'll be bitter but because I have to protect my girls from predators 😶even though you might think you got you a good man 😶I mean he may b good man on the outside do everything right but just remember you never know that man's heart the only person that can read a heart is God (Jehovah) 🤷🏾‍♀️so I guess this is what folks mean sometimes about putting their children first🤔 because I'm not going to be able to trust another man especially of what I've been through and what all these kids are going through and has been through since forever.... because you've always had nasty Predators out there 🤷🏾‍♀️also need to get my education even if it's a two-year one or a trade that makes really good money I need to get it done cuz you never know🙆🤷🏾‍♀️