Just having a really rough time I can’t vent on other social media.

It’s been six months now that me and my sons father haven’t been together it’s been been very rock for the first several months.

Yes we still live together yes we still fuck
And yes we still co parent
We have had a few conversations lately about seeing what happens of course as to what made him end it is still questionable as he used the words “smothering “ in one of the conversation

I can admit I love hard

But now I’m questioning six months down the road and maybe a month or so ago we’ve had these conversations and he’s said “idk “ or I haven’t given it much thought.

Now I love this man with all my heart and I know he loves me but now I’m scared that if we do get back to a better norm maybe like what we had before. Will all this heart break subside or will I resent it all. ???’ Please be supportive.

TIA ( also there’s a lot of other info I left out such as trust issues and reasons behind them ). Please be aware that i am looking for positive feedback