I know I’m pregnant & shouldn’t think like this but , I feel like I’ve been so LOW for so long that I can’t even help myself upp. I feel like I’m 23 !! && love a whole life of depression && I just wake up && go to sleep , waiting for my time to go , watching time go by us hell for me ... && I don’t know what to do.
I've dealt with depression my whole life. I go through ups and downs but the downs are REALLY low. Talking to someone even if it's a friend or a loved one can really help get things off your chest. If you can afford to see a professional I would. If you're having thoughts of hurting yourself or others I think you should make an appointment with a doctor as soon as you can. You might need meds to even you out.
Yup welcome to motherhood it’s worse pregnant imo