

Finally had my Rainbow baby!
Was originally due November 5th. However little man decided to show up early. On Oct. 12th my waterbag ruptured while I was pouring some milk for my cereal. (Yes I still ate the cereal) I arrived at the hospital at 8:30AM. Even though my waterbag was ruptured, I wasn't having contractions. They tested me to make sure it was my water and not pee. The first test was deffective so I had to wait for a second to confirm it. I waited for contractions all day and nothing was happening. I was induced at put on potocin at Midnight. My contractions still didn't start until 1:30 AM on Oct. 13th. At around 3, my contractions started coming back to back and I was in so much pain, I asked for the epidural. I was 3 cm at this point and wasn't dilating any more. The Dr on call got stopped by the police so I had to wait even longer for my epidural. I decided to ask for the IV drugs first while waiting, hoping it would get better. It didn't. He finally came in around 430 AM. After my epidural, it was mostly smooth sailing. At around 8AM I was all the way dilated and I started pushing. When he was almost here, he kept crowing and going back in. The Dr then decided to use forceps to get him out and I had Gabryel at exactly 9:30AM. I did have a first degree tear. Let me know if you have any questions. 😍😍😍
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?