I think I'm traumatized and I have nobody to share my feelings with rn. So for the past 3 years on October 10th or 12th (which is my bday) something unforgettable happens.
I'm actually nervous about tomorrow through this weekend. I'm praying nothing bad happens. But I can't help but think something bad will happen.
I understand exactly how you feel. I feel the same way about Valentines Day. 2016, we found out my FIL had terminal lung cancer, 2017 we all came down with a stomach virus. 2018, my golden retriever suddenly passed away. I dreaded Valentines Day so much this year to the point I was having major anxiety about it. The day passed and nothing happened, but I know I’m going to be nervous against next year. Prayers that your birthday this year is uneventful and happy.
Thank u! Yea something dramatic seems to happen. 2016 my parents and my husband and I got evicted. We all moved in with my sister. 2017 I almost was driven off a cliff. 2018 became evicted again... Idk whst this yr brings. Nervous for sure!