Guys I'm having a really hard time right now. I'm at such a low point in my life that I've actually thought about admitting myself to a hospital. I am always crying, my thoughts are terrible and destructive. Generally I feel like completely giving up and quitting. I feel like a failure to my 2 year old and to this new baby. My baby dad isnt supportive at all and I've been trying to leave on top of that. I just feel like giving up. I'm supposed to work today but I dont even know if I can do it. The thought makes me want to harm something.