Any mamas in here trying to turn over a new leaf?? I feel like my life is good but not great. Like I…

Any mamas in here trying to turn over a new leaf?? I feel like my life is good but not great. Like I mean I feel like I should be doing more with my life. But I have a 1 year old (2 in October) and 2 year old (3 in November) and that does make things complicated when I dont have a babysitter at my every call. This first thing at the top of my list is weight loss. My weight fluctuates from about 275-283. But never less or more. I've been wanting to lose weight since my 2nd baby was born almost 2 years ago. I dont have a lot of energy to do things or the motivation to lose weight 24/7 idk who does tbh but it's like I have to get serious about it if I want it. I can say I want it til I'm blue in the face but unless I actually do it them nothing is going to change. I want to be able to run around with my kids. Do stuff without being out of breath. I want to not have to think about my weight when i doing certain things. I want a better sex life too. Its good already but people who have lost weight have said it gets better cause you are not restricted on what you can do. I have to get it together. I just need to get healthy while still I'm young. I heard it's harder to lose weight the older you get. So I'm going to be doing research today on meal plans for myself and my family. I need to do some kind of schooling. I cant work right now. So need to do school. But idk want I wanna go to school for i have some ideas on what I want to do but I haven't decided on anything just yet. It would have to be from home. And I just want to flip an overall new leaf. And it starts with me making changes. Those changes will become habits. And a new normal will happen.