🦋Lost in a maze of autism

You feel defeated

It’s a different kind

Of defeated, you feel you’ve

Made all the wrong turns for your child

There are so many decisions to make

So many horror stories to read

I look for the good ones

But the bad has caught my attention

I know I know, don’t look it up

But these stories are coming to me

The messages and messages of

What not to do...what to do

Where to go and where to avoid

It’s like I need to make graph of it all

The worst part is...I always wanna be there

Holding her hand or sitting quietly

In the back of the classroom or office

She’s just 3 and it’s hard to let her go

Can’t I just sit in the class hallway

Can’t I just peek in on her

I promise I’ll be quiet

She can’t tell me what happens

My mind won’t turn off

She’s just 3...

I’ve hit a wall in her maze of autism🦋

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