Haven’t been on here for awhile so I thought it would be nice to update my friends.

I have thirteen more week before my unassisted home birth and have decided to wait until peanut is here to find out if baby is boy or girl.

Today I was binge watching videos on birth and what to expect which has made me a bit nervous but excited.

About a month or two ago I learned about perineal massages and want to try it out, hoping it will decrease the risks of tearing because the ring of fire makes me kinda scared.

I’m trying to find a positive place where I can embrace everything about pregnancy and birth, trying not to let fear control how birthing my first child will be.

I’m so glad and blessed to have such an amazing laboring team, wouldn’t be able to do it without them by my side.