Some times I feel guilty for wanting this baby to come. Other times I want her to stay in there as…

Some times I feel guilty for wanting this baby to come.

Other times I want her to stay in there as long as she can.

I know she’s coming but am I ready or do I want to wait. (As if I get a choice)

I’m scared to see if she will have craniosynostosis like my first son had.

All these thoughts 💭 are keeping me up.