How is it possibke that I tried to get pregnant for 5 years with my soon to be ex husband but then get pregnant in a month being with someone i have known for 14 years (ex boyfriend) who I want to be with but he doesn't want to be with me because hes still "in love" with his other baby mom who treats in like crap and is the reason why he was on drugs in the first place....it just doesn't make sense to me... 😭😭 Sorry im all in my feelings today...