Enjoying some fun in the sun ☀️

Don’t come for me about him not wearing a life jacket. I don’t want to hear it. He was fine 🙄

Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

So I need your guys help. The dad to this baby didn't want to be here for 6months of the pregnancy and wants to be here now because he is changing and going to counseling. I told him he needs to prove himself that he wants to be here and be apart of our babies life. He's couldn't come to the appointment yesterday because he had training I told him that she is healthy and so am I. But what's getting me is that he never asked about my next appointment :( I don't know if he forgot I asked him. Mayb...