So i have been EBF my. Ypungest since i brought him home. Well we have hit a hard spot and i have to get a job (i dont mind working, i actually enjoy it). But my body doesmt respond well to a pump anymore.. So i wont be able to keep up, meaning ill slhave to start transitioning him to formula, and my heart is broke. I've never made it to a year with any of my kids and thats been mu goal each time. I feel like a failure and im completely devestated cause this was the third time i have let myself down😭😭