Cant sleep... Got discharged yesterday but the babies still have to stay in the NICU. I miss them so…

Cant sleep... Got discharged yesterday but the babies still have to stay in the NICU. I miss them so much right now. I want nothing more than to be there and stay there with them but I know my older 3 kids need me to. This is so much harder than I thought already and we still have a long road ahead. 😭😭😭