I'm trying so hard to be strong, but I just can't believe my BD is still trying to sugarcoat shit like he wants to be a family yet he want me to wait for him to get his mind right and change my attitude. Fuckin bullshit!! Dont ever let a man downplay you, this MF been knowing me ALL my life plus we have not 1 but 2 kids together now!! Must be nice to be able to just walk out on your responsibilities and live your life how you want while I'm here caring for them and trying to shake back from having HIS 1st DAUGHTER!! I'm strong, but I've been dealing with this bullshit for too long it's starting to get to me. The baby blues is real right now. I was actually trying to date before I even got pregnant and he sabotaged that. Now he's telling me no other man will be around his kids. Just wait til my heart is in the right place I WILL be dating again, there's a man out there for me that's willing to love me and my kids as his own fuck what he's talking about!!! Feeling stupid and low right now is an understatement😞
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I am so stressed right now!!!
My OB doesn’t want to take me anymore because I am too “high risk” so I got a new one they don’t want to see me either. They referred me to a group one hour way from my house. But there is only one high risk dr and he doesn’t know if he could see me.
I feel like I should not see any at this point.
I need to vent I'm so tired of this man I swear if we were married right now I would bury his ass. So I'm trying to get dress and my son is coming off the bed mind you this house is wood floor and wood every thing in this bedroom. Well this fool I call my fiancé was watching my child come off the bed and just watch him fall back off the edge hitting his head on the hard wood floor and when I pick him up trying to calm him down. He wants to get mad at me because I won't pass him MY crying son ple...
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights