I just feel anxiety not working I really enjoy having my own money partner supports me but is not on the same page of me working which feels very unsafe.

I was the same way I love my babies and being home with them but I really missed working I went back to work last year and even finished nursing school it’s gonna be hard but just find someone or somewhere like a daycare that is affordable and flexible with what ever work schedule you get and obviously someone you can trust and do lots of research on. And I would even suggest starting off part time just to take baby steps 🙂