Went on vacation with my family, in laws and close friends to Great Wolf Lodge. On our last full day…

Went on vacation with my family, in laws and close friends to Great Wolf Lodge. On our last full day I woke up feeling “off” I didn’t know what that feeling was most of the day. Everyone went to the pool and I took my daughter to her spa day for her birthday present. It wasn’t until I got to the pool that I realized what my feeling was....I felt so insecure about my body. It affected the rest of my trip and even now it’s still bothering me. Even with how far I’ve come I’m still human. I have my moments where I let my emotions get the best of me and have a hard time shaking it. Seeing so many ladies in bikinis and not being able to stop myself comparing. I decided that today I would get back to what makes me feel good. Working out hard and eating healthy. I made a commitment to 80 days and today was day 1, plus I got a good walk in too. 80 days of pushing myself physically and fueling my body with what I like and what makes me feel great. I still have a ways to go before I’m comfortable in my skin, but I WILL enjoy this journey. When I miss days (and I missed a whole week!) of exercising it has a huge impact on my emotional health. I need to do this for me, so I can be happy and be the best wife/mother my family needs.