So I been MIA for a while.. trying to work on my life and my relationship with my kids father and better life for my kids.. things have been okay.. not great but much better.. even took a month long trip to Poland to get away from it all.. in the process my daughter turned 2.. my son has started crawling and trying to stand can’t believe he will be 8 months already.. I went back to work (only for weekends) now working on trying to save for our own home..