I love that pregnancy gave me some more meat to my legs cuz they were skinnnyy. But this squishy tummy can go! I know…

I love that pregnancy gave me some more meat to my legs cuz they were skinnnyy. But this squishy tummy can go! I know I'm not even 3 weeks pp yet but it's annoying. It SO squishy and weird and when I'm sitting it looks like so awful to me. I just want things to firm up again. 😒 It's summer and there's NO way I'd be anywhere near comfortable in a swim suit unless it was doubling as shape wear too. Sorry for the rand but ive never felt this uncomfortable and bad about my body. People comment on how "great" I look after the baby and i just don't believe them for a second. I was going to document week to week to show myself it is getting better. But I can't even bring myself to take a picture. This December were going on a cruise and I'm so afraid I'll still look like this, makes me not even want to go because I KNOW we'll be swimming.